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February 22nd, 2009 | 4:01pm
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fuck you
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Wednesday
October 24th, 2007 | 9:15pm
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everyday i wonder what happened to my life and why it all happened the way it did,and i can't find any answers at all and thats what makes me a mad person,i've begun not to care about anything anymore just trying to be a non-caring indifferent person cause why should i care when noone else does,might as well be a happy non-caring person.i do miss you a lot still,i know it doesn't matter anyway o well :(
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Friday
September 21st, 2007 | 4:54pm
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i still love you and i really really miss you a lot,nothing feels the same
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| don't know i reposted this.............cause its true |
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July 2nd, 2007 | 11:13am
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hey
When you fall in love, it is a temporary madness. It erupts like an earthquake, and then it subsides. And when it subsides, you have to make a decision. You have to work out whether your roots have become so entwined together that it is inconceivable that you should ever part. Because this is what love is: Love is not breathlessness, it is not excitement, it is not the desire to mate every second of the day. It is not lying awake at night imagining that she is kissing every part of your body. No... don't blush. I am telling you some truths. For that is just being in love; which any of us can convince ourselves we are. Love itself is what is left over, when being in love has burned away....
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Monday
July 2nd, 2007 | 11:06am
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i have no friends
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Saturday
April 21st, 2007 | 10:06pm
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i have never felt more empty in my life then right now
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Saturday
April 7th, 2007 | 10:59pm
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the kitty is nowhere to be found i hope she is okay.I'm really unhappy she has not returned yet :-( i called everywhere and looked for her all day and i've heard nothing yet.i know she will come back i am just sad and alone here and the cat always keeps me company and she isn't here.theres a monster in the basement too and she kept him at bay and now i am fearful that the monster will return,there really isn't a monster probably but who knows.i miss that damn cat :-(
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| the most perfect girl who i love |
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Sunday
April 1st, 2007 | 1:41am
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She is the most brilliant ,smart ,sexy,beautifu,pretty,gorgeous,outstanding and funny girl i have ever met, if she was not my favorite and only person who i truly do admire and adore from the moment i met her i would have never answered a call or even uttered another word to her.something about her intrigues me in the utmost that i am beside myself to find anything i truly dislike about her.she does everything for me and is the only person who i have ever cried over thought about and genuinely cared whether or not they were in my life,nothing has made me have any real sense of anything whatsoever,i generally am indifferent to lifes little events,you make me happy almost every single day.i am a vengeful unhappy person with general disregard for anything but u are all that makes me wonder maybe i do have the capability of feeling something........anything, without you i feel empty and lost and i have no reason to continue with anything.i hate if the way i made you feel made you mad , i love you more than you could ever know and i never want to lose you you are all i'm sure about and who i look forward to seeing all day while i'm at work, and anytime you are the only thing i look forward to each and every day.you are my babygirl you are everything to me you are the only only thing that has truly ever mattered to me you are the best thing to come into my life and i never want you to leave it,its so unbearable for me to even attempt to think of continuing without you.i'm nothing babe noone wants me,i'm so depressed and sad as i type this all sitting here with cake, alone crying in my basement.
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Thursday
March 29th, 2007 | 6:03pm
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i just got back from martins and i'm hanging out with my girlfriend and cake. we just stole 50 dollars worth of candy.
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